Post by 𓆩❤︎𓆪 brooklyn 𓆩❤︎𓆪 on Sept 6, 2021 11:03:30 GMT
Hey guys, its ok if you don't want to listen I just wanted to share what I'm feeling
for the past 10 weeks or so I have been apart of this great friend group. We were all so close and loved each other very much. We all knew each other since we were around 12 but they recently invited me to join their friend group. I really loved them all, I could be me. I felt so comfortable around them. Many times when I was with them I would think to myself about how much they understood me. Yet as all good things end, an incident happened. Im not sure if anyone reading this right now remembers my post much earlier about me discussing a boy. Basically, I used sneak out with this guy that I really liked, He was the first boy that I actually loved. Now this boy was coincidentally also the crush of my very close friend who was apart of our group. At the time I did not know that. She did talk about him and I would always asked if she liked him so I wasn't interfering with her relationship with him because for her I would have backed off completely. Yet she never really told me her straight feelings for him. I told her that me and this boy had snuck out a couple of times so I wasn't hiding anything from her. But after I told her she became very angry but tried to hide it. I could tell and I swore to her that he wouldn't get between our friendship. Still I never actually knew if she liked him or not. I continued to have silly text message conversations with him even though I had lost feelings for him. I did this because he made me feel very whole and happy, like I could actually talk to him. I told the whole group many times that I did not like him and they did not believe me. I would always tell them "I am sure that I do not like him you guys dont need to worry" and they would always respond with "yes you do like him we know you do". But how could they know? they weren't me and didn't know my feelings towards people. I honestly had no love left for him. Now this is where the story goes wrong. I was at the bakery after school with all of them planning on buying chips. I would tell that something was up. As I was buying the hot chips, Kepp in mind I was not going to eat any and I was buying $8 chips for all of them, I over heard one of the girls from the group say to the guy "has Brooklyn told you that she likes u yet". Yet I did not go outside and tell her that was not true because I was planning on texting him later and tell him that what she said was not true. And I did tell him the next day saying exactly this "I know what T*** told you yesterday and it is not true lol. idk why she is convincing herself things that are not true.". Im not sure about you guys, but what I texted him to me is not back talking or talking bad about that girl. If that was said about me I wouldn't care or think anything of it. Later he responded with "huh weird". Here is the best part. We all got on the bus after school that day and something was definitely up, all of those girls and other kids who are friends with them all seemed to be ignoring me. I asked one of the girls "hey what's up" and shr responded with "you got urself into deep sh!t" I was so confused. I continued to text this one sweet girl who was in the group about what happened and she told me why everyone was ignoring me, and they were ignoring me because I have "betrayed L**" (the girl who may have liked the boy) and that I talked sh!t about the whole group" which was not true. I tried to get thru my side but they were all against me. Think of 15 girls and guys on a bus jammed in the back all giving me the evils. Once we got off the bus, T**** started to yell and swear at me, and there were people recording. She wanted to fight me lol. I was actually laughing because they didn't know anything of my side and they were only listening to one person. I didn't want to get myself into a fight so I simply walked home. I repeatedly tried to call L** (the girl who liked the guy) because I love her so much and I wanted to talk to her. I didn't want her to think that I had betrayed her. She was my favourite one in the group lol. she wouldn't pick me. Once I was out of sight from that big group of people, I started to cry because I had just lost my "4 lifers". Oh how much I loved them all. This all happened maybe 3-4 weeks ago, and to this day girls who are friends of the girls in the group are unfollowing me and blocking me. The part that annoys me is that they never got to hear my side of the story. Many girls that I have knows since birth have blocked me after hearing the groups twisted story. I get that they were all trying to protect L** which is great but they didn't want to hear my words at all. I am so thankful that we dont go to the same school but unfortuantly we all live very very close. Im talking a 30 second run away from each other. This is why I am posting this, to share my side. I am hoping that one of them are signed up to this page to see this, yet I doubt they will be. Moral of the story is to talk to ur friends and to always choose them over a guy. If you stuck it out to the end, thank you I really appreciate you.
Love you all, Brooklyn<3
for the past 10 weeks or so I have been apart of this great friend group. We were all so close and loved each other very much. We all knew each other since we were around 12 but they recently invited me to join their friend group. I really loved them all, I could be me. I felt so comfortable around them. Many times when I was with them I would think to myself about how much they understood me. Yet as all good things end, an incident happened. Im not sure if anyone reading this right now remembers my post much earlier about me discussing a boy. Basically, I used sneak out with this guy that I really liked, He was the first boy that I actually loved. Now this boy was coincidentally also the crush of my very close friend who was apart of our group. At the time I did not know that. She did talk about him and I would always asked if she liked him so I wasn't interfering with her relationship with him because for her I would have backed off completely. Yet she never really told me her straight feelings for him. I told her that me and this boy had snuck out a couple of times so I wasn't hiding anything from her. But after I told her she became very angry but tried to hide it. I could tell and I swore to her that he wouldn't get between our friendship. Still I never actually knew if she liked him or not. I continued to have silly text message conversations with him even though I had lost feelings for him. I did this because he made me feel very whole and happy, like I could actually talk to him. I told the whole group many times that I did not like him and they did not believe me. I would always tell them "I am sure that I do not like him you guys dont need to worry" and they would always respond with "yes you do like him we know you do". But how could they know? they weren't me and didn't know my feelings towards people. I honestly had no love left for him. Now this is where the story goes wrong. I was at the bakery after school with all of them planning on buying chips. I would tell that something was up. As I was buying the hot chips, Kepp in mind I was not going to eat any and I was buying $8 chips for all of them, I over heard one of the girls from the group say to the guy "has Brooklyn told you that she likes u yet". Yet I did not go outside and tell her that was not true because I was planning on texting him later and tell him that what she said was not true. And I did tell him the next day saying exactly this "I know what T*** told you yesterday and it is not true lol. idk why she is convincing herself things that are not true.". Im not sure about you guys, but what I texted him to me is not back talking or talking bad about that girl. If that was said about me I wouldn't care or think anything of it. Later he responded with "huh weird". Here is the best part. We all got on the bus after school that day and something was definitely up, all of those girls and other kids who are friends with them all seemed to be ignoring me. I asked one of the girls "hey what's up" and shr responded with "you got urself into deep sh!t" I was so confused. I continued to text this one sweet girl who was in the group about what happened and she told me why everyone was ignoring me, and they were ignoring me because I have "betrayed L**" (the girl who may have liked the boy) and that I talked sh!t about the whole group" which was not true. I tried to get thru my side but they were all against me. Think of 15 girls and guys on a bus jammed in the back all giving me the evils. Once we got off the bus, T**** started to yell and swear at me, and there were people recording. She wanted to fight me lol. I was actually laughing because they didn't know anything of my side and they were only listening to one person. I didn't want to get myself into a fight so I simply walked home. I repeatedly tried to call L** (the girl who liked the guy) because I love her so much and I wanted to talk to her. I didn't want her to think that I had betrayed her. She was my favourite one in the group lol. she wouldn't pick me. Once I was out of sight from that big group of people, I started to cry because I had just lost my "4 lifers". Oh how much I loved them all. This all happened maybe 3-4 weeks ago, and to this day girls who are friends of the girls in the group are unfollowing me and blocking me. The part that annoys me is that they never got to hear my side of the story. Many girls that I have knows since birth have blocked me after hearing the groups twisted story. I get that they were all trying to protect L** which is great but they didn't want to hear my words at all. I am so thankful that we dont go to the same school but unfortuantly we all live very very close. Im talking a 30 second run away from each other. This is why I am posting this, to share my side. I am hoping that one of them are signed up to this page to see this, yet I doubt they will be. Moral of the story is to talk to ur friends and to always choose them over a guy. If you stuck it out to the end, thank you I really appreciate you.
Love you all, Brooklyn<3
